Today is the 29th.
Should be a special day, yet i ruined everything.
Actually, i care less about the numbers.
I only care about how you react and behave throughout everyday of the year.
It's probably just another bullshit, coz i make nuisance about special days.
Oh well, this is me.
Another stupid and greedy girl who wishes for more than she deserves.
Justice was done when she got her heart broken again.
She brought all these to herself.
No one is at blame.

I really have no idea what went wrong in the process.
I've tried my best, not to disturb you.
But, i just want to make sure you are still there.. for me.
Short messages, late replies, cold sentences, busy, busy, busy.
I understand, i control, i try not to think about it, i end my sms after a short while..
Yes, you replied, you were there..
Yet, times after times.. I felt lonely. Why?
I admit its my fault for being sensitive.. I am busy too.
So i've decided, to let everything just the way it is.
Although its the umpteen times i've said that, i still failed to do so.
Why? Hate myself.
However, this time will be different, i can feel it.
或许我已经开始习惯这一切的一切..
Yay-ness to my growing independence.