hmm...
sori again for not updatin..
once again..
bcoz of mae laziness..
sho dint update..
haha..
well..
ii hav decided lotz of tings..
haha..
goin to sch re-open lerhz..
don reali feel like goin to sch..
haiz..
hw haven even complete..
erm..
ii guess iim droppin pure sci barhz..
not reali bery sure of whether wan to drop anot..
since ii hav decided ii goin for sch of business..
human resources..
well..
i guess tat course suit miie barhz..
hu noes...
come to tink of nxt yr..
ii feel lotz of uncertain..
ii dunno wat will b waitin for miie in derhx future..
and..
after nxt yr..
everyone may b goin to diff sch, diff courses..
sho difficult for us to maintain frenzship anymore..
n derhx comin o lvl..
come to tink of tat..
ii felt scared..
wat if ii dint get gd result?
wat if ii cant get into poly?
wat if derhx onli option for miie ish to go ite?
wat if ii cant get into derhx course ii wan?
sho many "wat if" let miie feel unsafe..
haiz..

oh..
on christmas..
ii tink ii hav turn into another miie..
ii tink ii hav fun?
ii dunno..
but..
ther ish still lotz of problems poppin out..
n it ish juz sho irritatin n annoyin..
haiz..
dunno wat m ii troublin over?..
mayb ish ii tink too much lerhz??

ii wanna say lotz of sori to many ppl..
ii will giv an explanation to them..
ii promise..
haha..
n oso..
reali..
pls respect mae decision..
ii noe wat ii wan ^^

tat's all..
tata..