eh..
hey guys..
long time no post lerhz..
hahaha..
due to some problems..
ii dint get to post or even update..
sho sori guys..
but now..
iim goin to continue mae postin days lerhz..
qing(3) shi(4) mu(4) yi(3) dai(4)..
hahaha xD

hmm..
on derhx 10dec..
ii went for OBS camp..
wow!
it ish super!
well..
even though ish tough..
but ii tink its ok larhz..
LOVE DERHX WATER ACTIVITIES!!
OH YARHZ~~
lolx...
from tat camp..
ii learn alot of tings..
understands lotz of tings too..
thers one sayin which mae instructer love to say..
"uu cant b derhx best, but uu can always b derhx best"
sounds pretty cool huh?
lolx..
ii c through alot of tings..
but currently..
ii still stuck at sth..
which ii cant brin mae-self to face it..
well..
mayb when sch re-open..
ii may hav derhx courage to face everyting barhz..
guess sho..
its juz sho fustratin which ii feel like runnin away..
haha..
haiz..
iim startin to giv up goin back to derhx past..
as.. now ii understand n willin to accept derhx fact tat..
ii cant go back to derhx past..
wat past ish past..
but ii reali hope tat mayb sth can stay unchange..
sth which ii held dearly to..
sth which ii cant let go...
but..
ii noe its hard to stay unchange..
as time ish still movin..
ii wanna tell sumone..
sumone hu can reali understand n ish trustable..
but ii cant brin mae-self to tell anyone.. T.T
haiz..
mayb..
as derhx days goes by..
ii may feel like sayin out..
mayb... ...