back to postin life :]
hmm..
lately..
ii feel tat ii was under stress..
weird huh?
when exams r over..
well..
ii was stress over frendship larhz..
ii realize..
its difficult to b a gd person..
ii mean as an angel among frenz..
ii hav lost derhx confidence within mae-self..
as ii was feelin bu(4) an(1) bout stuffs..
well..
ii did enjoy derhx way ii hav been livin recently..
but ii did not enjoy derhx times when tings gets abit too emo..
its hard not to get affected when ur frenz get emo..
n ii tink ii cant b unaffected...
haiz..
ii dunno..

oh..
n oso..
ii felt tat iim gettin abit over-reactin toward tings..
over-reactin as in.. cryin..
hoho..
ii oso dunno y ii cry for..
haiz..
ii admit tat..
ii hav not been tan(3) bai(2)..
towards lotz of tings..
wat *she says was correct..
ii don say tings in complete set..
well..
ii hide those tings..
ish bcoz..
ii noe it will b un-speakable..
if ii reali say out..
tings will change..
n ii don wan it..
mayb it will hurt one of us..
or mayb all of us..
tat's y ii don wanna speak bout it..
hmm..
wat ii heard 2day ish juz shockin..
but ii still choose to blive tat ther may b another story..
which, hav to b discovered over time..
tat's all..