haiz.. sho long dint post le.. hahaha.. not i don wanna post.. ish tat i don hav derhx mood 2 post liao.. haiz.. sho mani unhappy tings happen norhx.. i cant go out late, cant even go out work.. T.T my family now havin financial prob.. not reali bery serious lah.. ish tat i don hav extra $$ 2 buy derhx tings i want.. but now.. sym of derhx wants has bcome a need 2 mi.. i need 2 buy a new bag.. my bag spoiled.. i need 2 buy new sch shoes/sneakers.. my shoes almost "spilt in2 2".. haiz.. now even my new yr clothes i need 2 sponser myself.. i need $$ quite badly.. but my dad still don allow mi go work.. when i say i go out work.. he will gimme a "black face" norhx.. wah liao eh.. now even when i say i wanna go out, i still hav 2 c his "lian se".. if it's like tis.. i rather don go out.. stay at home n rot.. instead of seein his "lian se".. 出一个门都那么辛苦，我宁愿不出门.. ya.. wat lihua says ish reali derhx true norhx.. i not reali in gd mood tis few days.. haiz.. my brain sumtimes will "auto shut off".. hahaha..... .... ...