Rainy Day

Sometimes, I really wondered what I was looking for in my life.. There are so many things I wanted to do, yet couldn't.. It's not because I didn't try hard enough, but sometimes things just doesn't go my way.  I'm tired of constant trying but failing at the end. Why can't things be as simple as 123? 

Sometimes people just do things in their way which they were oblivious to what they could have inflicted on others. When this happened to me, I will find myself questioning - Am I really that unimportant that they don't even spare a thought for my feelings? Have I done anything to deserve the pain they've inflicted on me? Do I deserve to be treated as if they could care less?? 

Feeling very disappointed.. Couldn't wait till I'm finally free from all these. But I'm still far from being free.. Another 10 years to go.. Till then, everything will change. I refuse to be what others wanted me to be. I wanted to be no one but myself. If I could help it, no more compromises. 

The day couldn't get any worse.