Made a big decision.
Its probably the first step i've made to change my life into a better one.
Let just hope that i will manage to survive through safely :D
*FYI: Going oversea for FYP, instead of doing TEP.

Well, if you ask me why i wanted to go..
I can tell you that, i want to have a good memory in my 3 years poly life.
Probably you would think that its foolish to decide on something like this just because i wanted a memory.
LOL
Especially when i had to give up going for TEP and jump into the FYP hot pot.
But still, i believe i would make it through.
I will make sure i make it through.
Its pointless to feel regret after a decision is made.
Hahahaha~ :D

Sigh, its a pity that sharmaine is not going with us (donald and tbk).
Even though i would prefer she go with us, but i respect her decision.
So sharmaine, if you are reading this, don't feel lonely while we are gone ok?
We will still be there when you need us, just that you would have to see us through flat screen of your cui laptop. LOL

Even though i made it clear that i won't regret, but i still have worries.
One of it is my mom, worried that she would do something stupid and regret after that, while im gone.
Another thing is, i would definitely miss my pretty boy ):
Sigh..
Its been so long since i last saw him.
Messages are short, but im still happy that he still reply. LOL
Oh well.. Time to get independent, Pauline.
If i have a choice, it would have been different (:

Ok, shall stop all my nonsense.
Bye.