hi..
hmm..
2day was mae smallest sis birthday..
well..
actually mae mom was goin to brin her to sentosa..
juz to celebrate her birthday..
but.. bcoz mae uncle had passed away suddenly..
she had to rush back to m'sia to prepare mae uncle's funeral..
sho.. mae sis's birthday celebration was cancelled..
come to tink of it..
it wasnt fair for mae sis..
sho ii decided to giv her a surprise..
haha~
well.. it wasnt successful.. but at least she was happy..
ii gt her a cake n presents..

derhx whole day was fine..
but ther's one ting which pricked miie..
haiz..
wat ii can say ish..
uu don understand miie..
n uu don noe how to choose derhx rite words at rite time..
ok.. ii admit iim petty ok?
but ii show faces wif reasons..
ii juz wan to protect mae frendship..
ish tat a wrong ting to do?
do uu noe wat uu say may change everyting?
ha..
ii don tink uu understand how serious it ish..
ii cherished mae frendships..
ii love it juz derhx way it ish..
pls don ever try to change tings..
once n for all..
II LOVE MAE FRIENDS AS FRIENDS.. JUZ DERHX WAY THEY R..
for goodness sake stop all those guessin!!
ii said it was impossible n tat's it..
ii smiled when ii say bout his "scoldin" bcoz ii find it funny..
ii smiled bcoz wat he say ish funny..
happy?
grrr..
ii couldnt blive mae gd fren oso joined in derhx teasin..
when ii was desperately needed help to clear misunderstandin..
sho tat's how deep ur understandin ish, about miie??
halo..
uu knew tat ii won keep anyting from uu..
uu knew ii would say how ii felt n thought..
y tease???
ii'd always dislike teasin..
no matter how minor it ish..
do uu noe it hurts when ii felt tat no one understands??
at tat point.. ii was alone.. bein tease..
derhx feelins were identical to wat ii suffered durin sec2..
tat was one of mae worse memories..
haha..
uu can say iim a fragile flower.. grown in derhx greenhouse..
ii admit iim one..

haiz..
in bad mood..
actually.. ii had alot to say to *uu..
but ii juz couldnt brin mae-self upon sayin..
mayb tis ish derhx cause for ur attitude..
but ii juz don wan to quarrel wif uu..
reali.. ii don..
how ii wished ii could juz say out.. wat ii wanna say..
no matter how hurtful it ish..
haiz..

tat's all..
byes..