人非圣贤，孰能无过。
过而能改，善莫大焉。

wow..
one mistake..
n ii paid a huge price..
haha..
bein banned from EVERYTING..
wow..
how "free" ii m now..
wat a "great" dad ii had..
hu slapped miie 2 times n hit hard at mae head many times..
juz bcoz of mae mistakes..
wat else can ii do to make it up for mae mistake?
ii aready lost derhx wallet!!
ish not up to miie whether ii will reclaim derhx wallet..
ish depend on those "kind-hearted" ppl hu "found" mae wallet..
will ii get it back?
haha..
ii don tink sho..
EVER in mae life..
derhx world ish sho big n wide..
he/she won b able to noe how important derhx wallet ish to miie..
neither he/she will understand derhx pain ii get..
well.. humans r selfish..

haha..
dunno wats wrong wif miie..
he said tat everyting ish wat ii deserved..
ii deserved to b slapped..
ii deserved to b scolded..
ii deserved to b called a useless person hu cant even do anyting well..
ii deserved to b "a sinner" when ii make mistake..
haha..
den do ii deserve to b LOST IN TIS WORLD??
DO II DESERVE TO LEAVE TIS WORLD??!!
well..
if tis ish sho..
den juz leave miie alone..
death means nth to miie now..
EVERYTING ISH MAE FAULT!!
HAPPY!!..

ii own mae life to uu..
BUT II DON OWN A LIVIN TO UU..
uu claimed to giv miie chances again n again..
however..
ii don c any mercy in ur punishment..
in ur eyes..
uu cant c derhx real miie..
uu can onli c derhx achievements n mistakes ii made..
wow.. how shallow uu can b?
n how great uu can called urself to b WHEN UU CANT OVERLOOK MISTAKES II MADE..
n IGNORED MAE THOUGHTS! MAE FEELINS!!

你说你的脾气不好，不要惹你生气。
难道别人就没有脾气？
你说过你很公平，
那你敢说你有想过别人的感受吗？
我已犯错，我接受你的惩罚。
但是你就不能好好说？好好的聊？
你以为体罚到现在管用吗？
对不起，我已对你的暴力免疫了。
你指责我没有为你想过。
那你有没有想过，
如果我没想到你，我会哭吗？
我，会怪我自己吗？
如果我没有想到别人，
我会是个冷血无情，一副事不关己的模样。
我，还会哭吗？还会责怪自己吗？

哈哈，
说到底：
我只能怪自己不争气。
只能怪自己是你的女儿，生在这个家。
只能怪命运，怪自己得不到幸运女神的关爱。
只能，怪自己。。。