get back o lvl chinese result..
gt an B3..
ii cried..
for derhx 1st time of mae life..
ii cried over chinese..
it was nvr a worry to miie..
ii let confidence overtake miie..
tryin to get as high as possible..
by pinnin high hopes..
but here ii m..
crashin down hard on derhx ceremic floor..
wailin over mae pain..

for now..
ii lost derhx strength to stand, as high as b4..
time ish wat ii need to get back..
juz let miie b for derhx moment..
mayb..
ii would c clear sky when ii open mae eyes derhx next mornin..
or mayb not..
it's juz sho hard to get back up again..
when one's confidence ish washed down derhx drain..

but..
ii had to get up!
as fast as ii could..
for mae life does not end wif derhx fallback..
thz everyone for derhx concern given..
ii felt derhx warmth of life again..
reali thz for every word, every console, everyting..

tat's all..
*left.. ponderin n wonderin..*