hmm..
2day everyting was gd n fine..
except for derhx scoldin from mae dad..
wat derhx hell!!!
he reali very wat..
ii reali couldnt stand him anymore!!!!
he onli noe how to tink for himself, not others..
sho self-centered..
a typical spoilt brad in his family..
but..
wat cant ii do??
he's mae dad..
ii cant even talk back at him..
ii still need to depend on him, financially..
ha ha...
its juz sho funny..
ppl depend on family emotionally, financially, physically..
n ii depend on mae dad juz for derhx sake of money..
wow..
n he doesnt even noe how to control his temper..
he cant even fit to b a gd dad.. an adult..
ho ho..
lets talk bout wat happen..
ii went to xiaoqi hse..
actually goin for dinner but ther's sudden change of plan..
anyway.. was feelin light n gd..
but..
derhx moment ii step into derhx hse..
boom..
mood gt worse when he started scoldin miie juz bcoz ii ask him to buy newspaper..
wow..
he tink tat ii shld b derhx one buyin derhx newspaper since ii was goin out..
hey.. ii wasnt givin much thought bout it when uncle ask miie to tell him to buy newspaper..
ii don c derhx reason y he coulnt juz talk normally??
ii cant accept it..
it juz sho.. non-sensical.. (dunno how to spell)
ii guess he met some bad times durin work n he practically vex his anger on miie..
without givin much thought bout it..
from tis point.. ii realise bein a gd parent ish difficult..
even sho.. uu still can do derhx job well..
juz by puttin ourselves in their shoes n walk about in it..
tink bout how uu will feel when bein scolded like tat..
family relationship will b much more better den now..
wat mae mom say ish bein proof.. "he nvr spare a thought for others"
ii wish ii could juz don blive it n live through..
but.. ii cant, not with derhx situation now..
ii juz cant stop tinkin he ish sho self-centered.. sho selfish..
wow..
ii had a great "dad" -.-
ii love mae family(except mae dad)..
ha ha ha..
tis ish juz mae retribution from mae previous life..
juz mae fate..
juz.. ... mae fate.. *sign*

tat's all..