long time no postin~
lolx..
well..
tis few days ii was juz sch-ing, n den go home..
haiz..
sho borin man..
argh..
thers sth ii hav to confess..
sth which ii shld say out..
but ii juz cant brin mae-self to say it..
iim selfish alrite..
haiz..
it's bcoz ii knew derhx consequences..
n surely ther will b someone gettin hurt..
or even get angry..
but..
cant blame miie..
in derhx 1st place ii hav nvr promise anyting..
n ii juz onli agree wif derhx idea..
haiz..
iim a baddie..
to hav tis kind of thoughts..
argh..
dunno y ii would feel unsecure.. n... scared..
ii would juz automatically "reject" derhx idea without any self conciousness..
argh!!
ii hate mae-self for tat..
ii hate tis irresponsible miie..
but ii juz cant get mae-self to accept willingly..
ii hope ii will b forgiven T.T
oh mae.. even god cant forgiv miie now..
tat's all..