juz came back from m'sia..
go ther to visit mae grandma..
quite a happy trip..
but..
mae dad juz made it all gone worse..
a little mistake of seein wrong date..
resulted a big parkin fine of $50..
ii admit ish mae fault..
but did he hav to make a big fuss out of it?
giv miie a black face..
nvm..
ask miie do alot of ting...
nvm.. ii bear wif it..
giv miie a curfew of one whole week!?
tis ish juz too over mae limit..
even if ii wanted to celebrate father's day..
after tis..
well..
ii don even hav a tiny weeny bit of interests to do anyting..
iim sori tat ii c derhx wrong date..
iim sori tat bcoz of mae careless, uu hav to pay $50..
but do uu hav to b like kid...
at ther keep scoldin?
make miie do alot of tings as punishment?
giv miie a one week curfew?
wat derhx hell..
haiz..
anyway..
ish mae fate to hav tis kind of father..
cant blame.. o.o
from past till now..
ii don noe whether mae dad..
did he reali put all his effort into tis family?
ii can tell at grandma hse..
he was derhx one hu was given all derhx care from family..
mae grandma was practically dote on him way too over~
ii can guess he was not reali gd in derhx past..
for mae mom was havin a bad time earnin $$, oso takin care of mae sis n miie..
ii can oso realise abit..
from his temper, attitude..
he was juz a spoilt person..
太多人的溺爱造就了今天, 我的老爸..

算了吧..
我认命了..
要这样就这样..
我无力也无能去改变任何事..
这一切是我今生的宿命..
怨不了别人也怨不得天..

hmm..
ii guess ii cant make it to christ's b'day..
iim sho sori for tat..
but mae present will b ther..
n oso mae b'day wishes will b ther too..
truly sori..

tat's all for derhx unhappy day..
想对其他的好爸爸说：“父亲节快乐”