hmm..
today got back some of derhx exam paper..
haiz..
no gd..
failed 3 of derhx paper..
haiz..
anyway... its expected to fail some paper o.o
but wat makes miie surprise was eng paper..
ii actually passed it o.o
wow~ surprisin...
haiz..
today not bein mae-self..
dunno y..
hav sth which was pressurisin within miie..
derhx feelin was terrible.. ii would nvr wan to experience..
haiz..
not quite sure y.. or mayb ii noe..
it juz tat ii don wan to face derhx reality ii guess..
argh... hate mae-self for tat...
but..
if it was others..
ii tink they would do derhx same ting as miie.. *escape*
haiz..
last nite ii had a bad... bad... ... BAD dream..
sth which ii would nvr wanted to talk bout it..
haiz..
ii wonder.. ish mae decision was correct?? to escape??
but ii had no choice.. onli keep runnin away wif all mae might... *pantin*
sadded.. scared.. hopeless.. desperated.. in pain..
n hu will understand?? haiz..

我讨厌现在的我

那么的扭扭捏捏，那么的举棋不定。

已经决定放手了，但还是舍不得。

或许，这一切已注定。。