to sumone:

hey.. erm.. ii gt sth 2 shay larhz.. well.. ish tat.. ii was feelin iim driftin.. FURTHER away from uu lerhz.. n wat came 2 mae mind ish tat ii need 2 do sth 2 stop tis from goin on.. well.. mayb ish uu r busy wif ur own tings n iim busy wif mine.. but ii hope ther will b sum times wherby we can chat 2gether... haha.. here r sth which ii was tinkin bout lorhz.. erm.. well.. ii tink tat.. ii don feel any special from others.. meanin 2 uu... ii felt tat ii was another NORMAL fren... iim not tryin 2 complain or anyting larhz.. but it juz sth which ii was tinkin bout n ii cant stop mae-self from not tinkin bout it.. aiya.. bery confusin derhx larhz.. ii oso dunno how 2 describe.. its been addin pressure 2 miie n ii was goin 2 b "squash" 2 death lerhz larhz.. aiya... ii shay in detail larhz.. when ii was goin recess wif uu all.. ii was feelin extra.. erm.. like nowher 2 fit in lorhz.. ii wanna try fittin in.. but iim scared.. ii oso dunno wat iim scared of.. tis kind of ting bery hard 2 describe.. oso.. ii admit iim petty, iim selfish, ii will giv att.. but.. bcoz of mae xiao(2) qi(4), mae att.. it get miie 2 understood derhx fact tat.. ii m nth.. haha :] ke(3) bei(1) barhz.. oh yarhz.. iim a person which hav serious insecure-ness 2 tings.. mayb tat explain y ii keep tinkin sho much barhz.. haha.. dunno.. well.. haiz.. oso.. ii admit tat iim still a kid.. still findin derhx way tat suits miie.. n.. still growin up.. needed derhx help, care from others.. of coz.. ii do need sumone 2 pampered miie ok?


ps: don ask miie bout tis post ppl.. don wish 2 discuss.. but if ask.. mayb will share barhz.. =]