sian lorhz.. cry derhx 2nd time.. miie gettin 2 emotional liao.. haiz.. hmm.. wat they shay ish rite.. don care bout others tink of uu.. but.. it's difficult not 2 mind others bout wat they shay.. miie don reali can ignore others.. no ii cant.. it's real difficult 4 miie not 2 mind others bout their bad remarks on miie.. sho sori tat ii cried 2day.. iim 2 emotional lerhz.. ii cant help it.. ii cant control mae tears.. haiz.. actually ii oso dunno y ii cry.. but ii feel unfairness lorhz.. like bery "wei qu".. dunno y.. ii juz wan a smooth camp.. not showin off leadership potential or watever.. ii not goin 2 snatch 4 any top 3 position lorhz.. snatch lerhz sho wat? b lerhz sho wat?? ii don wan.. ii wanna concerntrate on mae studies.. ii cant make it lerhz.. A.maths juz pass uu noe.. can uu blive it?? ii dunno wat 2 do 2 help mae A.maths.. ii rather go remedial lorhz.. haiz.. tired of livin in tis reality.. damn exhausted.. haiz..