haiz.. i now bery confused.. i oso not sure wat im confused bout... juz my feelin bery messy.. wat i need most...?? i hav been tinkin of wat i need most.. it's reali bery simple.. i juz need a fren hu care bout mi.. protect mi from harm.. not a fren tat hurt mi again n again.. i now bery tired.. not physically tired.. ish emotionly.. i dunno wat 2 do... haiz.. mayb my dad's word ish correct.. "u can hav mani frenz.. but u onli need juz tat one n onli gd fren.." "if ther ish 2 person hu reali care bout u.. y not hav 2 gd fren? one ish gd.. but 2 will b better.." i dunno whether 2 gd fren ish better.. coz.. if u r close wif one of them.. u will neglect derhx other one.. tat's derhx main problem i cant solve.. mayb.. i was tinkin 2 much.. haiz.. ppl treat mi gd.. i treat them gd back.. tat's one of derhx "motto" of mine... but.. it's sho hard.. sho difficult.. i cant b possible treat everyone equally gd rite? i oso dunno wat i goin 2 do.. haiz.. im tinkin 2 much.. reali 2 much..