HAIZ... 2day pri sch kids came 2 my sch(everygreen).. my CCA(chinese dance) need 2 perform a dance 4 derhx kids.. as i miss one session of derhx dance trainin.. i dint get derhx chance 2 perform 4 derhx pri sch kids.. mi n shurou bcome 'pao tui'.. at ther run around, helpin others.. wah.. we dint get 2 eat anyting lor.. we perform until sho 'xin ku', derhx sch dint even prepare tings 4 us 2 eat.. or even giv us time 2 go down 2 canteen n eat.. wah liao eh... hate lor.. my stomach at ther make noise lor.. haiz... summore i dint get 2 noe my results!!! ah!! haiz.. but nvm.. next week i will noe.. relax relax...

after sch, a group of us walk 2 causeway.. we buy bubbletea n i go 2 popular buy paper.. after tat we make our way 2 my hse.. at derhx bus.. i lost balance n bump in2 rosanne, agnes bump in2 mi n kim bump in2 agnes.. heng rosanne ish 'strong' enough 2 support mi, agnes n kim.. if not.. we sure fall down.. reach my hse.. we cook lotz of maggie mee eat.. coz hungry le.. after tat.. we all went in2 my bedroom n chat chat chat... we chat lotz of tings seh.. den my sis almost say out sth she shouldnt say.. n she say derhx oso not true lor.. sian diao.. go 'tou ting' while i chat wif frenz.. wth lor.. hate her.. i don mind she listen.. but she shouldnt say anyting bout it lor.. wth lor.. i say her.. she dare 2 say she dint do wrong .. wah kao eh.. she juz hear wat we say can liao, no need 2 comment on anyting.. she doesnt noe anyting sho she should juz shut her fat mouth up.. haiz don care her le.. she do all tis will make others hate her.. she ish destroyin her reputation.. i don care liao.. she juz lost derhx trust i hav 2 her.. sho i not goin 2 tell her anyting, though she ish my sis.. ahhhh.. i bery fan..

lihui has problem in her sch n her family.. her family don like her.. in sch, ppl backstab her.. i don understand wat she did wrong 2 get those treatment.. she don deserve it.. i wanna c derhx past happy lihui again, not derhx current unhappy lihui.. wat can i do 2 help her? she ish juz.. givin up on herself... she cant do tat.. if she do tat, she ish unfair 2 us.. she say i don belive her.. but i reali do!! i reali do care bout her.. i wanna help her.. but wat can i do? she don help herself, how m i suppose 2 help her?? haiz.. i don wanna care le..

i feel like givin up.. juz... giv up... i cant take it anymore.. *raisin a white flag 2 problems*...