haiz.. sho mani problems happenin every now n den in tis few weeks..(or can say ish tis week).. not onli my frenz ish sad.. i feel sad 2... i cant do anyting 2 help them but onli 2 make them try 2 laugh?? but i noe they onli smile abit.. my jokes(lame one) dint work well... they r still unhappy.. i wish i noe magic.. sho tat i can use my magic 2 make my frenz xin fu n happy... grant their every wish.. take away all problems from them... but i don hav tat ability!! i can onli hear their problems.. giv abit of craps advise.. i m useless lor!!

n.. i dint betray anyone! honest! i dunno y tat person say i betray.. tat person don wan tell mi.. wat i do wrong ??? can anyone juz tell mi!!??? .. i noe i m useless, i cant do anyting gd.. cant help out in anyting.. cant keep a promise/a secret... i reali did try 2 keep a secret well... but it doesnt seems tat i keep a secret well enough... try not 2 tell mi any secret or wat.. i cant keep it well..

i wanna b strong.. i don wanna shed tears... i wanna b happy.. not sad..